Monday 10 September 2007

Dreams and Reality


Coming off these anti-depressant drugs is really weird. I am having very strong dreams.
They started as nightmares but my wife Audrey prayed over me and they gave way to very realistic dreaming.


They are so realistic that each time I woke up last night and turned over after a dream I had to tell myself: "This is reality. I am in bed at Brook House and I am turning over." It was remarkable.


A lot of the dreams take me back to former work situations and difficult relationships I had there. Today I see that this is bubbling up from my subconscious and showing me the repressed anger that is down there.


May God give me the grace to forgive those who have hurt me and to get rid of the anger that is causing my depression.

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